Two things I have noticed this week, both I am keen to share with you all and get some feedback back on :).
So first of all, Ive been interested to know, who do you see in the mirror. Like when you wake up and stare at yourself in the mirror, half-drunkingly do oyu see yourself. Like me for example, every time I stare in that mirror I dont see the happy self I think I am. Instead I see this worn down tired half-boy/half-man and wonder what happened to the guy that I think I am. You know, I see memories and scars in my face, invisble/visible and I reflect silenty every day on the things that I regret and the thing I have to which I am thankful. So kinda need to reprhase my question a little bit, What do you see in your face when you look in the mirror, what memories, fears, laughter do you see, what has shaped you, what hasnt. Im quite curious to know.
Scondly, my second point of note is how strange it is to meet someone one day. Its unreal to be able to walk by them everyday and suddenly out of blue have an urge to wave hi, see how they are going and generally smile in ther gneral direction. How can we wak by them every day and then suddenly cannot do a week without their support and advice. Its recently happened to me and this girl at work and its been interesting to watch it develop as quick as it has. All these similar interests, (to qualify for best friendness it seems, that at least in my world, decent music taste ikes you.) and long talks, makes me wonder what would have happened had I not met her.
To statisfy your curiousty the girl is a student photographer at the local TAFE. In the time I have gotten to know her, she has struck me as intelligent, caring, kind and understanding, not quick to draw judgement. I really do admire people like that, those set of traits is fantastic and I am lucky to know her, and my other closer friendswho to share those traits. I think what I find most appealing about her is the fact that we share alot of view points, or rather, have this “common” ground where everything kind off goes. You can grab your issue throw it on the table and neither of us will judge you for it, rahter make effort to understand why person Y or X might have done that - help you undertand and perhaps move on. Although Id love to go into more detail! There is simply none, but Im sure I will write more about her as time passes. Until then, I tip my hat to you until next week with hopefuly some news that isnt delivered at 1:33am in the morning. It be nice.
Tip my hat of to you by the way A.H. - that is if you read this today
Cheers all,
Toine
